Michael looks through the viewfinder. He looks at each area in turn, wondering
which image will be the nicest, the best, the most accurate.
Straight ahead he sees his wife, pretty and her hair in soft curls,
her hips a little wider than he remembers.
She sits at the breakfast bar, sipping an expensive coffee, flicks the
pages of a magazine, does not see the white-walled rooms and tribal rugs in the
pictures. She sighs and then again. Her face looks sad, her body defeated. She rises, fetches cleaning things and wipes the
wall and surfaces and windows that do not need wiping.
To the right he sees his office.
He has stepped outside for a moment, to an important meeting, to
something that only he can resolve. His
secretary sits in the outer office, screening calls, checking business flights,
smiling or shaking her head at appropriate times. She has dark roots and a plunging neckline
and a Masters that qualifies her more highly than three quarters of the
staff. She resolves never to sleep with
him again, not after this time, and she knows he will make her believe he will
promote her soon, very soon.
To the left he sees his club and there, his friends. They talk about making money and talk about
screwing women. They believe you are
only a real man if you do both, a lot.
They prefer making money and prefer talking about screwing women. They know making money lets you screw
women. They know that, if they did not
make money, women with dark roots and plunging necklines would not agree to be
screwed by men made real by baldness, paunches, bad breath and dandruff.
Above he sees his children.
He knows they are his children because there are two of them, one boy
and one girl, and that is what he has.
These children are older and taller than his children and not so
cute. They are more whiney and have many
flashing gadgets and electronics in their rooms, which they ignore and instead
look bored. They do not stop texting on
their mobiles, except for when they tweet fml and similar.
Michael does not know which image to capture because he does not
recognize them as his. He knows his wife
is happy and his secretary is happy and his friends are happy and his children are
happy. He would like one big happy
picture. He would like to be in a happy
picture.
He thinks probably they all would.
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